**Nothing else matters**

I am standing at a cross roads right now. They are dusty, empty, dry and lonely with many paths to choose. Despite the negatives of this place... I am here. Standing in the middle. Looking down each to see what they will become if I begin to tread their ground. I honestly don’t know which road to follow, where to go with regards to my life. Some things I don't have a choice there is a big dead end sign awaiting me. Some roads I feel have been blocked by people who don't want me to travel down with them. The dark foreboding ones scare me because they are so tempting... Some I have already been down before know what they hold and do not want to follow that path again.

Ultimately I feel I have no where to go and nowhere to turn too... through no fault of their own I’m sure.... It's all me. It always is...And searching for what to do with your future hurts when your head aches... and searching for what to do with your love makes your heart break... *has silly emo song lyrics forming in her silly emo head*

End babble.
X's and O's - Ness