**big day in**

The big day out has returned.
I say to myself every year since i was about 15 that i will go.
every year i dont.
this year it is hosting one of the more interesting bands :tool. i'd pay 100 bucks to see them on thei own.
but yeah. the big day out, has kind of lost its 'ooooohhh i wannna go' appeal to it now.
suppose thats the curse of getting old
but it seems to be invaded by really bad rappers, even worse punk bands *cough* my chemical romance *cough* and worst of all... the emo-boppers.
i'm taking them a step forward and calling them emo boppers now. more than just your typical dark eyelined emo. these ones comes with a "i'm indivuial" mentailty but don't quite realise that when glassons and supre start stocking your type of clothing. it ant orginial anymore honey!
but yeah. i saw two emo-boppers today in town. two. a grand total of two!!
the rest are obviously jumping up and down with their friends MCR. *icky*

I know you can probably add all the arguments here to the fact that i am eagerly awaiting my pay day so i can buy my Evanescence ticket. but at least that has the *giant sigh of relief* a R18 rating. no 15 year olds 'i've felt all of lifes pain' emo-boppers alloweed. woopee! that alone put them up a notch. not to mention that fact that *sigh* amy lee... *awww* its looks like that on woman that make them attractive to me... lol

other than that... welll... ummm... life is pretty... blah.
i'm not feeling so hot *physically* as you probably noticed from the *seasickness entry* which doesn't seem to have gone away. I had scary i'm preganant dreams last night so i'm hoping to goddess that it isn't a bad oman or something. *crosses fingers and toes* I am in no way ready to be mummy yet.

speaking of parents. serindipty came and visited me last night. andrew, sean, and i were heading up to real groovy. much to my annoyance because i wanted a tim tam iced chocolate. but anyway waiting in theline for sean to get his dvd *waking life* everyone must see apprently. Who should i bump into buy OLLI! argh!! *giggles* this is a guy who has been in and out of my life *in no way romantically* since i finished school. i met him on the bus that i caught everyday to work, we started chatting and became sorta mates. he worked at lynmall same as me but at sounds. the music store. then we lost touch, and he had been tranfered to ECM in westcity. where i bumped into him one day while shopping. Say hi. and didn't see him until last year when *guess who was in one of my short lived uni classes* it was a plesent suprise. i then quit uni and felt guilty so didn't go back and tell him, then yesterday i saw him at real groovy. wow. hehe. its nice having those type of people. than even thou you don't see for ever and every. you still say hello and have the same sorta 'vibe' around the two of you when you do me. the reason why this relates to parents was i saw a picture of his SON! named Owen. SO SO SO SOOOO cute!!! (almost as cute as his dad heheh... *i'm teasing... calm down people :P)

xoxoxo
Vanessa