**oh what i miss**

it is now sunday morning, so ignore the title.
went to a party up in helensville, was invited by Amie a friend of mine (whos is actually my brothers ex. but we won't hold that against her!!)
the place was lovely. out in the wopp wopps
you could see all the stars in the sky. so beautiful. i miss looking up and see them everywhere and just looking and starring
fog, slowly advancing like a animal stalking pray, over rolling hills
it hid the line of street lights far away. one by one.
drinking punch. mmmm. punch... tipsy punch
i felt old.
i realised how pussywipped my brother is around his girlfriend.
i danced.
and fed a labrodor called Taz chippies.
met some more of Amie's friends. Amies friends are nice *but amie is the bestest :P*
I miss having friends like that. close friends. that you know will be there.
i felt like a bad friend thou. i got a call at about 2:30 from my friend who lives near my place in the city. huge boyfriend dramas. she was inconsoulable. and my cellphone coverage kept cutting out. i felt so bad for being away when someone needed me. cause i've never been the one that people call on when they need support. i'm always the last to know.
there was a fatgray tiger cat in a box. all night. he just sat in the box. go cat!
more drinking.
some boobs were flashed (not mine)
and a car almost hit a fence.
oh how different parties are out in the country.
there was another cat with a mouse. i think he also chased a cricket and bug.
single bed sleeping for two. not the most confertable thing in the world.
i woke up to rain on the roof this morning
that is one of the best sounds in the world.
i miss that too - living in an apartment where my roof is someones floor.
i miss a lot.
but i have a lot to be thankfor for as well.