**all in all... life is random**

Traveling Mag #3 is sitting on my couch. wrapped. Stamped and waiting to get the a-ok to be sent out into the world
I booked tickets to POTC 3. saturday night. Mega screen. best (well as best as i could get) seats in the house
i ordered my 1st ever erotic novel online. recommened (in passing) by a Open Diary friend of mine.
i've tried writing erotica before, its never got very far. i've written a few R rated poems. but its not the same as a good old classy erotic story.
Randomness from my mind... below. enjoy. ignore. either. or. both

Eyelashes

i woke up to sunshine pouring on my face
who knew such an amount could sneak through the tiny gap in the curtains
if i half closed my eyes i could see all my eyelashes. big. like looking through a magnifie glass at a blade of grass it was really neat. they sort of sparkled. in that moment i held great apreciatation for my eyelashes. whom i don't really take much notice off, except to stab them with a mascara brush every so often. or curse when one excapes and gets into my eye

The kiwifruit on the windowsill,

I was walking to work yesterday and noticed sitting alone on a windowsill on the outside of a shop, a perfectly formed kiwifruit. it wasn't rotton, or eaten. it was just sitting. in the right hand corner below a window that said "Victorias Salon" I found it quite cool. it was just so random, and me being the Vanessa that i am, notice weird random things

Leaves on the Ground

I can't help but see them and kick them! jump and make them crack and break under my doc martains. its like the thrill of jumping in puddles i have! Autumn is the best time of year for this of course, exspecially on the route i walk from work to the supermarket to grab things for tea. But near the university theres a road that is lined with huge giant oak (i think they are oak i'm not sure) trees, the grow so high and streach across the road with there brances that it seems like a canopy covering the street, but they tend to loose there leaves all year round (or its just leaves from autumn that stay on the ground maybe) so if i'm in need of a leaf jumping fix in spring, i can always walk down that street :)

The Ivy Building

The Ivy building at the top of my street, i think i've mentioned it in a previous entry but i can notice the seasons change from looking at that building. its getting really bare. the Ivy is dying and falling away, going from top to bottom. there is hardly any green leaves left. I say above i like to jump in dead leaves, but it makes me sad in a way that they have to die and fall off the tree for me 2 do that. it just makes this building look so naked, and vunerable... while covered it oozes sexy-ness and mystery.

X's and O's
Vanessa