**trust**

I’ve gone back to how I used to be
( maybe I never really changed)
masked 24/7
different masks different people,
forgotten who I’ve become
felt this sense of…
“Who am I and why am I here”
and not in a very nice way either.
lonely not matter how many people surrond
, but worse
when I’m actually on my own.
I’m afraid
of what I might do
left to my own devises
I don’t like not being able to trust myself.